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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 16:07:39 GMT
Trigger lifted the notebook and looked at it with an extremely unimpressed expression. He bit his lip and played with one of his snake bites. He pulled down his sleeves and looked at the page. Uhm. Right. Poetry. Okay. You can do this. he thought to himself. No. No you really can't. he looked up at AJ with a look of pure dispair. I can't do this. he moaned.
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 16:10:57 GMT
"Yes you can. Don't think of it as poems. Just write down the things that are making you upset. Then put them into sentences or phrases. But for now just write down exactly what's on your mind. Even if it's about patatos, it's still better than nothing." She said, trying to get him to relax. "I think I'll go make dinner, what do you want?"
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 16:20:12 GMT
Trigger considered this and then shuddered slightly, he looked up at her and smiled grimly. I'm not hungry. he said shaking his head, Besides it's like twenty past one in the morning. he laughed slightly and looked at his note pad again. fear. hurt. pain. betrayal. worry. anger. tears. crying. he looked at the words and then back at AJ. He didn't know what to do now. He played with one of his lip peircings and then looked back down at the page.
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 16:25:55 GMT
AJ laughed and said, ''A very late dinner." She went into the kitchen and ate 4 apples. Then she opened the front door and let Tinkerbell in. "Your bed," she said to the animal. Tinkerbell jogged into the den and layed down. AJ shut the door to keep Trigger from getting nervous.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 17:10:02 GMT
Trigger glared at the page in front of him, he was getting very frustrated now, everytime he looked at the words he'd either have no ideas or remember song lyrics. He shook his head, fear is only in your mind. getting hurt when someone's he paused, unkind. painful scars caused by betrayal. the worry of getting he paused again and smirked at the word he came up with, derailed. Angry tears, I'm fed up trying. When everything results in cry. Trigger laughed out loud at the overall crappiness of his poem. AJ!! My poem sucks. he whinned.
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 17:14:09 GMT
AJ ran into the room and sat beside him. She looked at Trigger and smiled. "See? You tell me which is better when you're sad. Writing poems, which for you results in a smile. Or cutting, which results in tears? I would take the easy way out. This is good." She said to Trigger. She gave him a hug and said, "You're too good for all this"
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 17:30:00 GMT
Trigger wasn't totally convinced and knew that if the situation arose again he'd probably hurt himself but he didn't let it show. He smiled and nodded. He hugged her back and smiled again. I'm so crappy at this. he laughed and looked at her with a raised eyebrow, he folded his arms in front of him and pulled his sleeves down further.
[ew. small]
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 17:43:47 GMT
She laughed with him and said, "But you're smiling, Trigger!" She took the notebook and pencil and said, "I write better ryming poems. "Ok, no looking." She wrote down:
If I were a potato, where would I be? In a house, the ground, or even a tree. I love all those tomatos, red and round. They don't grow on trees, but grow in the ground. I'd sit in front of Trigger. Just him and me.
She showed it to Trigger and burst out laughing.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 17:56:25 GMT
Trigger laughed and looked at her with an eyebrow raised. He draped an arm over her shoulder and looked at her sincerely, Thanks. he said, For everything.
[uber short like ew]
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 18:08:39 GMT
AJ put her arm around Trigger. "You're welcome for everything." She said. "Now I don't know about you, but it's 3.42am and I'm tired as hell. I'm not going to sleep until you go to sleep, though. Even if I have to stay up 3,982,894 days." She said, making it funny. She laughed and gave Trigger a kiss on the cheek.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 18:19:43 GMT
Trigger turned and kissed her, he eyes went wide slightly and he quickly stood up, he smiled at her and walked over to the couch. He lay down and curled into a ball. He was tired but he didn't feel like sleeping. He felt guilty all of a sudden, he just kissed AJ when he was completely sober and going out with Tyler. He hoped that Tyler would never find out. That would be awful, devasting and scarring. He didn't know what to do and after a few minutes he dozed off.
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 18:23:32 GMT
AJ just sat there and smiled a big smile. She was happy, but hoped no one found out. She got up and turned around. Trigger was sleeping. She pulled his blankets up over his shoulder and kissed his cheek. She turned out the lights and went into her room. She layed in her bed and thought about what happened. She went to sleep, thinking of Trigger and Chad.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 18:32:58 GMT
Trigger woke up and the first thing he did was scratch his arm, he yelped loudly and fell off the couch, he'd forgotten about everything that happened the night before, then it all came flooding back, self harm, crying, throwing up, poetty, kissing AJ. He sat up and rubbed his head which he'd hit off the floor as he fell. He looked around and pulled the sleeves of his zip up down further, it was becoming both a habit, a defensive thing and a reflex. He rubbed his eyes and went into the bathroom.
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Post by AJ Hendrix on Feb 14, 2007 18:39:23 GMT
AJ heard the fall and woke up. She walked into the den and fed Tinkerbell. Then she went into the living room and plopped down on the couch. She was thinking about Chad, then about Trigger.
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Post by Trigger on Feb 14, 2007 18:46:16 GMT
Trigger was in the bathroom using AJ's eyeliner, he hoped this wasn't too intruding, he knew it probably wasn't. He outlined his eyes heavily and then walked over to the couch, he saw AJ there and grinned, he looked at her and sat down next to her. He hugged her and smiled. Thank you so much. Ever since you've met me I've been upset about something or having trouble with somone, I'm a burden. he said, he looked grim and looked over at her, I guess what I'm trying to say is sorry.
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