Rejection is the Worst Pain

[AJ Hendrix]

I was fine before I met you.
Everything was going well.
Then I started talking to you.
And you turned my life into a living hell.
All I did was try to be nice to you.
And now I don't even know what to do.
You know it was my heart you had.
And now you think you have it so f*cking bad.

I run this razor across my wrist.
I don't deserve all of this.
I run this razor down my arm.
But you've still caused more harm.
You don't know all the pain that you have brought to me.
I wish you could just see.

Shoot me, stab me, rip out my heart.
This is only the start.
Cut me, kill me, rip out my soul.
If only you could know.
Shoot me, stab me, rip out my heart.
This is only the start.
Cut me, kill me, rip out my soul.
If only you could know.

When I was hurt you were the only one I wanted to see.
Until one day, rejection's the only thing you brought me.
I'd ask you why.
But I find the answers useless in you.
I thought I was number one.
But it turns out I was mother f*cking number two.

I run this razor across my wrist.
I don't deserve all of this.
I run this razor down my arm.
But you've still caused more harm.
You don't know all the pain that you have brought to me.
I wish you could just see.

Shoot me, stab me, rip out my heart.
This is only the start.
Cut me, kill me, rip out my soul.
If only you could know.
Shoot me, stab me, rip out my heart.
This is only the start.
Cut me, kill me, rip out my soul.
If only you could know.

I run this razor across my wrist.
I don't deserve all of this.
I run this razor down my arm.
But you've still caused more harm.
You don't know all the pain that you have brought to me.
I wish you could just see.

I run this razor across my skin.
I give up, you win.

[tembea]

I thought I was number one.
But it turns out I was mother f**king number two.


wow... esp that line related to me... the title is well kewl cuase tis so right... it hurrts like fck